"♥I miss childhood, where the hardest decision was picking a crayon."
Sunday, February 26, 2012
7:06 PM
Here's my current ear muse. Been a really productive week for me i can say ? Achieved my 1 million of daimoku, attended leaders training course & finished one of sensei's book. Just got appointed as district leader, haha feeling rather happy at the same time cracking my head on how to do well and encourage my members. Hopefully i'm able to cope with it (: shall chant for more wisdom in order to help each and everyone of my members. Not to forget, to spread this mystic law around. Sensei's book is always so encouraging and each chapter in the book that i completed taught me lots of lesson that you will never have a chance to learn in school. I'm really proud to be a part of SSA & of cos NPSD (Y)! Attended 2 zandankai as usual and i've shared my testimonial of how ghz guarded me throughout. Thank you so much :D
Been quite sometime since i last watch a movie, went to watch "this means war" with shannan on thursday after my follow up appointment. Watched "the wedding diary" the next day with shannan & edwin. Both are really niceeee! Met up with the usual peeps and had durian supper at geylang, spent a total of $173 on it but of cos i tried to bargain to $168. I want more .___. can't wait for another round!
After rotting at home for more than a month, finally i'm going to start work on thursday! Hehehe! This weather i such a killer!
Okay, i'm damn sian. Signing off, byeee (:
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
7:48 PM
Okayyyyy, hi blog. You're so dead ~.~ shall keep you company for awhile. heh! Just had my surgery done and i'm currently rotting at home everyday. Gotta go back for a follow up on thursday and shannan volunteered to keep me company :D ! Such a nice boy. Prepared my testimonial to share during mum's district meeting this sunday. Sad to say i gotta skip mine due to SUJ exchange this saturday. Shall share during my next district meeting! Thanks ghz for safeguarding me all the while. Been chanting that the entire process gotta be a painless as i'm really afraid of pain and indeed, it was a painless process (: Just completed reading one of sensei's book, as usual, sensei's book is always so encouraging. Nothing much to update for now, so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
We do not love people because they're beautiful, we find them beautiful because we love them.
Sunday, January 1, 2012
8:46 AM
Happy New Year To All!
Outta so many new year i had in my life, i can say this year's new year eve was really the best one. Because i spend it with my beloved NPSDians! Shall start recapping and of cos can't stop smiling to myself while writing this post. Haha!
Knock off at 1pm yesterday, rush home and took my shower while waiting for the rest to arrive at farrer park. Headed to city square NTUC to gather food for our steamboat. Yeah, buying groceries with the guys is kinda tough. They were playing most of the time while the girls including teck lih were busy choosing the items. Came home after that and everyone started getting our hands busy by preparing the food except for shannan and criss. Lol! While all of us are busy in the kitchen, they were watching anime. Finally we are able to start our dinner at 7pm. Everyone was complaining that they were hungry but end up we couldn't finish the food so we kept it aside and decided to go for a second round during midnight. Here comes the fun part, michelle bought the game "twister" over and we went crazy over it. Lots of unglam photos taken but its not with me for now. We were laughing like mad. Hahahaa! Bones were aching. lol! And we did our evening gongyo together and proceeded downstairs to play with sparklers! Shannan's mum bought 250 sticks for us. Hehe, came back home and started playing a game broght by chin peng. Forgot whats the name of it already but it was a really mindfucking game. LOL! It was 23:55 and yep, all of us including my sis and mum kneeled down and did our new year prayer together. I could really feel the unity from both the gongyo we did together, one was at 9pm and next one was 11.55pm. Really nice to chant with my comrades (: terry brought vodka over from his place and criss went to holiday inn hotel to get a bottle of martell in the afternoon. Decided to go for vodka and guess what ? After drinking a little, we threw it away cos they said the taste was really bad. Hahaha! Martell was being left aside for the next event. Oh, and we went back to the playground to continue playing with the left over sparklers. Terry suggested to play "crocodile" . Its like catching basically. It was past midnight and we were running and screaming like a bunch of lunatics. Okay, i mean me :x haa! I guess i let out lotsa fats last night ? Yay :D !
Second round of steamboat after that and darn! A lizard attacked our food and all the meat and fish had to be thrown away. Haha and our first meal of 2012 was vegeterian as only the vege were clean. But still it was a nice supper despite me not eating. Haha! Had a dialogue with ruizhen and we exchange stories of our ex boyf. Later on, had a chat with the guys for a few hours ? Its really different when i hang out with my comrades. We talked about life, buddhism and lots of meaningful stories ? And jokes of cos! i'm beginning to love all of them and really enjoy spending time with each and everyone of them. Without them, i guess it just be another normal day for new year eve ? Watched kungfu panda 2 and johnny english reborn together and i was the first one to knock out. Slept from 5.30 to 7am and headed for breakfast at mac. Everyone was in a zombie state while having our breakfast. Yay! We were the first customer of mac in 2012. Hahaha lame! Shall stop here and gotta go to TBSC for new year prayer meeting.
Once again, i would like to wish whoever reading this a very happy new year! & I LOVE NPSDIANS! Let's strive for victory & WIN WIN WIN my fellow comrades in faith <3
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
10:53 AM
Having the urge to blog. Been feeling kinda down for the past few weeks and I’m beginning to lose my appetite. Could still remember the last time when I was upset over a broke up with my ex few years back, I starved myself for 3 days ? No food, just water. I know its stupid but this is what I do to make myself better.
I guess you’re tired ? Because you’ve been running in my mind for the past few weeks. I wouldn’t dare to say much here as I’m worried that you will browse through my blog and find out how I’m feeling right now. I have a wish and I hope it can be fulfilled asap. If there isn’t a way for us to work out, I hope I can leave without feeling that heartaching. Oh ya and hopefully I won’t have to see you after the 4th of February. I swear by then, there will no longer be any conversation or meetup between us. I need to be strong and move on. Meanwhile I’ll be waiting here silently, no complains, no regrets (:
8 more trainings and there we go …
Friday, December 23, 2011
1:33 PM
Another nice song (Y)!
Rotting at my desk right now. Yeah whenever there's nothing to do, this stupid mind of mine will start running wild. I feel like shitttttttttttttttt! Life.. what to do ? Just suck it up!
I'm glad that at least there's something for me to look forward to. Having instituition meeting tonight at syc. And meeting B10 for xmas celebration tomorrow :D! At least a moment without sadness ? I've got so much to say but i don't know who to turn to. If only someone could give me a hug and tell me "everything will be fine" .
Gonna have a heart to heart talk session with Shannan after tonight's meeting. I hope he's fine though. Heartbreak & more heartbreak for this boy. Feel kinda sad for him. He wanted to go drinking but too bad i don't drink and so i turned him down. Anyway I hope after tonight, he'll be able to move on (:
Shall stop here. Byee ((: !
If they don't know how to value you, let them go. It's much better to lose them than to look stupid being with them .
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
4:09 PM
Helloooo ! When did I last updated my blog ? I see spider web here. Went for a photo shooting session with an old friend of mine last Sunday. Here are afew of the photos taken, there are more in my facebook :D heh !
Yesterday was the very first chingay training using the cape. It sure was a mess. Haha! Don’t know I got slap how many times -.- lololll hopefully it will get better after more trainings. Nmhrgk!
Everything went well until the end of yesterday’s training. Was heading home alone and bump into qi jun while I was on my way to promenade. That totally spoilt my mood. He said “hello lynn! where’s ******* ? “ and I was like “erm, no idea?” everyone who knew us knows how close we used to be. Everytime I attend gakkai activites, people will bring your name up. Sigh, where’s the old you and where’s the old us ? And the damn thing is that I gonna face you every week till the end of chingay. When chingay ends in feb, we will still gotta see each other at least once a week to attend NP25 or any other soka meetings. This is so so so fuck up seriously. I know I shouldn’t say this but I’m beginning to hate you. Why the hell did we ended up this way ? You’re a guy, please don’t behave like a pussy. Most people that know us is asking me to give up and not try to salvage anymore but I wonder why I can’t. Maybe someday both of us will have to sit down and clear things out. I can no longer take it. This feeling sucks! Really …
Pretending to be fine but for what ? I need a long and sincere hug ...
Saturday, November 12, 2011
10:51 AM
HAHA! This was how i spent my 11/11/11 ♥ More photos in fb (:
Did something retarded with Doyle. As you can see, we exchanged our shoes and he looks like some china freak. LOL! Spent our evening at ICA for SYDC ONE Production. The show was awesome! It will be a waste for those who didn’t turn up. Good job dancers!
Bound to selegie and had rochor tau huay with the boys after that. As I’m on diet, I ate using eye power again. Last meal I had was at 4pm yesterday. My tummy is getting flatter now! Hahaha! But Shannan bought soya milk for me which ruined my diet plan. Took a few sip and gave the rest to Kenneth :x reached home at around 1am, took my bath and crashed. Shall let the photos do the talking ^.^
Chingay training tonight & chilling with Jaslyn in town tomorrow (Y) !
Walk slow.. look above & embrace life
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