Having the urge to blog. Been feeling kinda down for the past few weeks and I’m beginning to lose my appetite. Could still remember the last time when I was upset over a broke up with my ex few years back, I starved myself for 3 days ? No food, just water. I know its stupid but this is what I do to make myself better.

I guess you’re tired ? Because you’ve been running in my mind for the past few weeks. I wouldn’t dare to say much here as I’m worried that you will browse through my blog and find out how I’m feeling right now. I have a wish and I hope it can be fulfilled asap. If there isn’t a way for us to work out, I hope I can leave without feeling that heartaching. Oh ya and hopefully I won’t have to see you after the 4^th of February. I swear by then, there will no longer be any conversation or meetup between us. I need to be strong and move on. Meanwhile I’ll be waiting here silently, no complains, no regrets (:

8 more trainings and there we go …